Wednesday, November 16, 2005
My Souls Ode to My Body
To My Dearest Body,
I looked at you today and I want to say I'm sorry,
I realize how rarely I stand in appreciation of you, defend you, admire you.
Shoulders, you have carried a backpack at least 30 pounds in weight and launched me into the world.
It was due to YOUR determination body I was able to know a Grecian ocean, Italy's art, and Japan's lights.
Yet still I critiqued you and judged you for your fullness.
The same thighs I resented became the muscles that carried me to mountain-tops
There half way to the heavens, you helped me know God's majesty as well as becoming acquainted with my own.
I THANK YOU body for never losing faith in me, trusting at all turns that I would find our way.
Carrying in me the knowledge that not only was I a future bearer of life but a current bearer of light.
As much as I ridiculed you arms, you help me show love and receive it through your embrace.
You allow me to cradle those in need and find support in tides of empty.
Face, I fear you deserve the deepest of my apologies
How many times did I avoid looking at you
How much I longed to change you, rework you into what someone else told me was beauty
Yet strong you stayed allowing the world to know what I needed to express.
Eyes when I had so much pain or so much joy words were not enough,
You gave me tears and allowed me to feel release.
I mourn how I underestimated you, thought less of and even ignored you.
How long I left you as my last priority... yet never did you abandon me.
I pushed you and you kept going
I deprived you of sleep, yet you still woke up
In the most vicious attack of our lives,
An attack that could have numbed us both into submission,
We joined forces and together we found freedom!
We did not allow cruelty to take our power.
I am indebted to you as we are indebted to each other.
I HONOR you body for being a vessel of change,
for not allowing fear, grief or fatigue to stop our greatness.
I can say it no simpler, speak it no clearer, express it no plainer...
With all the joy in my being.
I love you.
Sincerely, truly, and with all my esteem,
Your spirit, essence, heart and core...
aka Your Soul
Posted by KarlitaLiliana at 11:23 PM